Transitioning in school

Being Transgender (FTM) in school is hell, no literally, I wish I had found this information out after I graduated then I wouldn't have to wait to get my testosterone prescription and I could get my top surgery! (This excludes the money I'd have to pay ofc) I also have thought about transitioning socially but seeing as how I live in one of the least accepting towns and my family has shown me I'm not worth three words (he/him Shiloh) I don't think that will happen anytime soon. I value my safety over my comfort, unfortunately, I'd be harassed and bullied probably not beaten up but I'm not taking my chances. So I'm stuck until I'm 16 once I am though I won't tell anyone I'm trans they will just have to deal with my deepening voice, mini mustache, and my new body oder that i will try to keep under control. And I found out you can change your name within the school system with a parent's signature :( which probably won't happen but who knows maybe my mom loves me more than i think.