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It’s been a little while since i’ve written a blog but i feel like enough time has passed to where i can write some more again!
Tho this time isn’t very happy..as of today i’m officially homeless with the only roof i have being my car （*+﹏+*）
Finding a place to move into isn’t really easy when prices are so high and so many more people are creeps! The plan was to move into a place tomorrow but the guy that was supposed to rent it to me tried to put his hands on me and tried to do more with me for a supposed cheaper rent..ig i should’ve saw it coming since i’m not really an adult yet and people would try to use that against me but it still really scared me..:((. I haven’t told anyone ik personally about this yet because i don’t want them to think that i’m not trying to get a place to live, and i’m kinda scared to just bring it up since this is the first time someone’s tried to do more than just grope me..
All of this has just been really stressful and just really brought me down mentally, so with everything happening i started cutting myself not too long ago. ik that it’s bad and that i shouldn’t do it and everything, but it’s just something i do now whenever it gets really bad for me. hiding it isn’t very hard at least because i’m not doing it on the top of my arm and i usually just wear long sleeves anyway, i mostly just do it on my thighs because of that tho ( º﹃º )
Besides all that tho i atleast have been having fun with my friends whenever i’m able to go out!! My best friend is finally back from her trip so it’s always a lot more fun now with her around too now! I’ve even started hanging out with some of my coworkers, which makes me so happy cause for a long time making new connections has always been really hard for me. I also got this REALLY cool 3ds a few days ago, it’s this monster hunter 4 edition one that’s looks so cool and it’s even the XL version too which i’ve wanted since i was a kid (*´▽`*). it’s taken up sm of my attention recently and i just have a stockpile of games ready for it alr downloaded!!
That’s really all that’s happened so i might make another blog whenever anything else comes up!
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°ʚ☆Yuri☆ɞ°
i hope everything goes super duper well for u bestie <3 the hand you've been dealt is not an easy one... however, youre strong enough to play it! im really sorry about your sh, im not one to talk about coping mechanism as i have experience with cutting also. just remember that youre always in my mind! let me help in any way i can! <333
reading this made me a lot happier so ty for that, i’ll keep trying to get through this ( ◠‿◠ )
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samsux
if you can, make sure to reach out to local places that help with homelessness. a library is usually a really good place to start, you can ask some of the staff there what kind of resources they have or know about and they will do their best to help you. theyre kind folk, and wont judge you one bit. they can also offer some help with the topic of helf sarm, in the same way. keep your chin high, friend, and your fists higher
i’ll keep this in mind, ty
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