Nam-Ra (Me) & Su-Hyeok (Star) <3

Hey everyone! Diving into the world of K-Dramas. So, recently, my crush Star (yes, that's his codename) recommended this new series to me called "All of Us Are Dead," and let me tell you, it's quite the rollercoaster of emotions.

As I started watching the series, two characters immediately caught my attention: Nam-Ra and Su-Hyeok. Nam-Ra is this quiet, mysterious girl, while Su-Hyeok is the caring and protective type. The way he looks out for her and shows his affection is just so heartwarming. It got me thinking - wouldn't it be amazing to have someone like that in my life? Someone who cares for me as much as Su-Hyeok cares for Nam-Ra.

But here's the kicker - Star. Oh, Star. Every time I see him, my heart does that stupid fluttery thing, and I can't help but smile like a goofball. I mean, I even caught myself smiling at him once, and I swear he noticed! But despite all that, I find myself ignoring him (AGAIN). It's like I'm stuck in this cycle of wanting to talk to him but also feeling too shy and awkward to do so.

The thing is, it's not just my shyness holding me back. Star keeps giving me mixed signals that leave me utterly confused. One moment, he's talking to me, making me feel like maybe there's something there. But the next moment, he's chatting away with Code (ugh, her codename), giggling and blushing like they're in their own little world. It's like a punch to the gut every time I see them together.

So here I am, torn between my feelings for Star and the uncertainty of his intentions. It's frustrating to have to ignore him when all I want to do is figure out where we stand. Maybe one day I'll gather the courage to confront him about these mixed signals, or maybe I'll continue to play the role of the clueless girl lost in her own thoughts.

Until then, I'll be here, binge-watching K-Dramas and overthinking every interaction with Star. Stay tuned for more updates on this rollercoaster ride of emotions!

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