i dont got money or the power

hello there

im still alive ! 

not much to say i mean there is but i cant remember it all rn

i started writring this because im in a call with my friend hes doing something and im sitting here just kinda staring at my wall thinking about my life currently and how repetitive everything is and ive been having more suicidal thoughts 😭😭😭 im making a game tho. learning unreal engine 5 and slowly working on basic game mechanics 

i got sprint and crouch done. with a stamina system and working UI for a stamina bar and the crouch is animated

also made a physics based sprint / slide in another project but its v buggy the run works fine with sprint working and even having momentum so if u stop running the character will take a few more steps still as they slow down its nice but the slide doesnt work right when on slopes. fine on flat ground tho. altho sometimes it works on slopes ??? idk

anyways

to sum it up im still depressed it may have gotten worse honestly idk tho but yeah have a good day stay safe dont kill urself cus thats bad !

been listening to this a lot recently - TWO by uzi ;)