My Chemical romance

My chem is literally my favorite band right now. I love everything about it. I love how it started as an idea and helped millions of people around the world. I love the members. Ray Toro is extremely underrated. He's super cool. Whenever I see band people with ripped jeans and leather jackets I think they're SO cool. But I only think they're cool because they're in a band. MCR makes me dance! (Like Ryan Ross) But not just that. I've listened to them forever and every time I hear any song from any album I feel happy and new. They revived my mental health like no other therapist could. (Shout out to my therapist) (She's the best) Gerard is such a cool guy. I don't understand him because he's so cool and how can someone be that cool. Frank is EPIC. I look at him and I say "I wish I could be him". I wish I could look like all of them. I'm low-key jealous of all of them. (Me and Ray have the same hair tho) Also can someone tell me if Gerard is an actual bad person? I know everyone in mcr has said the f-slur. But that was the 2000's and people didn't really care. It wasn't offensive to a lot of people yet. I know Gerard like licked Mikeys something during a show. But that's a genuine question. Can someone inform me if I'm supporting the wrong people?