12 / 03 / 24 diary i guess .

it´s tuesday. i´m sooo inactive ! ;___; i don´t really find the motivation to do much lately. but i´m trying not to abandon this (but also not pressuring me bc that way i´ll lose interest for sure.)

ramadan just started !! i´m happy. i´m fasting for like 13-14 hours. which is fine, in summer it´s much harder. but i gotta admit i get soooo tired at school. sometimes i got school until late afternoon/evening almost and it´s hard to keep my eyes open or to think properly. but it´s really rewarding to fast. i´m also trying to cut music and stuff like tiktoks and reels while i´m fasting. i am raw dogging the public transport rides for real.

school is stressful rn. every test i write turns out being a total mess and i have to turn in so many projects and paintings too... but holidays are soon and in may i´ll write my finals. (scared... >.< )

i won´t see my boyfriend for a month T_T </3 i miss him already. i just wanna hear his voice and see him laugh. i´ll paint and write something for him in my free time i think. his birthday is on 7th of april (i´ll gift him a humidifier...he mentioned that he wants one a while back...a painting/drawing, a birthday card and probably something anime related too but idk yet) + 1,5 years anniversary on 5th. i hope he can call me any time soon and we can watch the new episode of the apothecary diaries on call...this show is sooo good!

i gotta prepare some stuff for an anime convention i´m going to as well. i´ll cosplay bruno bucciarati from jjba and lili from tekken (because i am, in fact, obsessed with her. ) i´ll gotta make her shoes...never made cosplay shoes before, hope it works out fine !! 

that´s it for today...bye bye !