ı am still maniacally in love with Leliana Dragon Age

do u guys ever feel like ur not worthy even though the thing u compare urself is not even real

idk which state of delusion is this but i as a person hate myself so much that i relized some time ago if fisctional chars existed in real life, they would hate me with their guts . at least that what my brain tells me everytime an interaction happens between me and a person( real or not)

anyways thats what i think would happen if leliana(my wife who is gay) were to meet real me and not the grey warden.

heres my beatiful wife (who is gay)