i will get there someday again

all i can say is im getting there eventually ever since all that stuff happend to me left and right back and forth bullying and harassment but im getting there hope for the best in the future and forget the past and focus on on the present. and that is what i am doing as of lately trying to talk to others without being shamed and told something i can't or can not do. sometimes i like to talk to others without being pushed back telling "i dont want to interact with you anymore" type of stuff. but im getting there. thats why i bearly talk and post artwork and stuff cause of people.