about me!!!! 😋

hellooo!! my name is Samuel George, and i am 15 years old. here's a little bit about myself:

i want to be in a band that's either a The Cure/Korn cover or any rock vertents where i sing or play the drums or bass (besides the one i'm already in)

i'm a closeted trans out of the internet and of my friend groups, although it's been a bit too obvious that i'm a boy at a level where my mom probably knows it already-

(a while ago, i told my mom i wanted to go to my 9th grade's prom in a suit instead of a party dress, since that's what has been assigned for the girls, and she called me "big boy" when saying we'd buy it. it's adorable af and not the first time she calls me that - she used to call me "big boy" since i was a small kiddo, but stopped after some years and started calling me that again around 2023. it's not even often, like once or twice a year, but it always made me flash a goofy smile instantly and i never knew why (oh, silly, silly Sam).)

i'm also bisexual, btw!!!

i am brazilian, but i also speak english, need to practice my spanish, and 

i love reading, and currently i'm reading Sherlock Holmes' Study In Red. i also need to read O Irmão Alemão, by Chico Buarque, bc i've read it 3 times but didn't finish it in neither of those times-

according to some research and things i've noticed about myself, i might have either ADHD or autism. it could be ADHD, since there are some cases of it in our family, but idk. gotta ask my mom to go to a neurologist... or just a therapist-

i LOVE music!!!!!!!! can't live without earphones, NEED to be listening to music 24/7 otherwise i'll freak out or not be able to focus at one thing at a time

my favorite David Bowie songs are Boys Keep Swinging, Without You, Ricochet, the whole Scary Monsters album and i love listening to him telling the Peter And The Wolf story

it's easy to tell when i'm being ironic (i hope-) but i don't mind if u don't know if i'm being serious or not and ask me about it :)

i got most of my musical taste from my parents & grandparents

my nicknames in school are smoker, stoner and emo, and i've been called zombie once too. i get emo and maybe zombie (bc i always look like i haven't slept in days), but WHY SMOKER AND WHY IS STONER ON THE LIST SINCE BEFORE I DYED MY HAIR GREEN, DUDE 😭😭😭-

my fav emojis are ‼️, 🤠, and 😋, and i don't know why

(i also dont know why i use so many emojis or when that started)

i love Criminal Minds and i love Spencer Reid more than i love myself (that's not that hard to happen but I LOVE SPENCER SO MUCH HE IS LITERALLY ME I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I CONSTANTLY FEEL LIKE INFO DUMPING ABOUT HIM BUT I HAVE NO ONE TO INFO DUMP ABOUT SPENCER AND ARGGGGGGGGRRRRRRFFHHHHHHHH I NEED TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE)

i constantly forget to eat or drink water

i have aracnofobia but i still think spiders are cool. like i would let one of them (ONE.) live in the corners of my house but i'm genuinely terrified of 'em. it's the same w insects, literally any insects, and if it gets too close to me i go "WOAH MAN YOU'RE WAY TOO CLOSE, PEPPER SPRAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY". unless it's a moth, a beetle, a praying mantiss, or a stick bug

"cats or dog-" MOTHS. AND SNAKES! i love moths so freakin much i know they live 3 days but i take care of each and every one that appears in my house as if i had created them and they would live for 50 years or more bc MOTHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<<<<<3333

my guilty pleasure is defo dti. i love playing dti and play it for hours at end

speaking of snakes, there's this one show called Snake City that is AWESOMEEEEE!!!! it's a couple who rescues snakes from ppl's houses and public spaces and they also have some pet snakes and they're so cool and so cute and they're called Simon and Siouxsie (ily Siouxsie) and it's on National Geo, i think.... ah what the heck, it's the same channel where those vet tv shows (which i also love) are aired

can't interact with people at all. i can try but ehhh nah it's not something i actually can do so confidently-

it's easier and better if you walk over and start the conversation rather than me doing that to you. i legit dont know why and makes me kinda sad but yeah :/

i love Seu Jorge e Gal Costa e Caetano Veloso e Chico Buarque e Rita Lee e CAZUZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e Barão Vermelho e Skank e Capital Inicial e Jão e Jorge Ben Jor e MAMONASSS!!!! e Cartola e Adoniran Barbosa e Celly Campello e Raul Seixas e Novos Baianos e Secos E Molhados e Toquinho e Zeca Pagodinho e Marina Lima e Ney Matogrosso e BLIIIITZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! eu amo muito Blitz uma das melhores bandas do mundo e também Sidney Magal e Ultraje A Rigor e Frejat e Tim Maia e Plebe Rude e Djavan e Lobão e mais Cazuza amo muito ele e também Elis Regina e Raimundos e Charlie Brown Jr. e Lulu Santos e também Paralamas, tmb amo bossa nova

I LOVE JUST DANCE

oh btw i'm usually the quietest person to exist but sometimes i talk too much, sorry bout that:(

i collect vinyl records!!! the Wham! and the Cazuza ones are my personal favs, i kiss them everytime i take them in my hands

i want to have two dogs someday but so far i have a cockatiel! he's small and basically an elder already, i have him since i was 6 yrs old and he's my sweetiepie i love him sm, his name is Bernardo :)

i have tumblr, twitter, pinterest and instagram and sometimes post something, but most of the time i'm either on insta or here at spacehey. more insta than spacehey, tbh. i only use tiktok to look for something extra specific, so i never spend more than 5 mins there, being the reason why i don't consider it in my social media stuff

i wanna study veterinary and psychology once i go to college, and probably will get a teacher degree as a starter (i'll be an english teacher tho)

rock shirts are never enough.

i hate going to public spaces that are too empty or too full, there has to have a specific amount of people, like a shopping mall or a Target, otherwise i'll feel overwhelmed as hell. concerts are the only and HUUUUGEEE expection

(PLZ CALL ME TO CONCERTS, I'LL GO TO ANY OF THEM NO MATTER WHO'LL BE THERE, ESPECIALLY IF IT'S THOSE 80S FLASHBACK COVERS OR ROCK BANDS, I LOVE GOING TO SHOWS SO MUCHHHHHH)

except for the two amazing Frejat shows i've been at, basically all of the shows i've went to were cover bands, all of them at motorcycle meetings (yk, those motorock stuff)

i want to have a gold chevy or a red opala when i get a car, but i'd change the opala to a red chevy or similar bc opalas waste too much gas so it would make it even more expensive to keep it. i'd also be happy with a motorcycle! :D

i'm not actually very religious but i am polytheist. don't really care about religion tbh, it doesn't changes who ppl are, so don't mind talking with me if you have a different religion or such, i don't mind if your's different!

i hate school

holy shit this got long as hell uuuhhhhh sorry-

welp thankies for your attention, hope we become friends if u like me or any of the named things here (and if you're not a terf, racist, sexist, lgbt+phobe, republican/trump supporter, etc.) !!!

i'll edit this with time, since people are in constant change, or if i forget something. love y'all!!!!!!! <3