about me!!!! 😋

hellooo!! i'm bored as hell rn and also realized i haven't done this introducing thing yet so here we are

my name is Sam! it's a short for Samuel, but since i'm still a bit confused about this whole trans thing, it's Sam 😋

i legit wanna have a band that's either a The Cure/MCR cover or a metal band (or literally any rock n roll band, not indie tho... srry-) where i sing or play drums or bass!

altho i still doubt myself a lot about this, as i just mentioned, it's been obvious i'm a boy on a level where my parents probably know it already- (i told my mom i wanted to go to this year's prom w a social shirt and pants instead of a party dress, since that's what has been assigned for the girls, and she said we'll buy it in a few months and called me "big boy". it's adorable af and it's not the first time she calls me that, she used to call me big boy since i was a smol kiddo, but stopped after some years and started calling me that again last year. it's not that often, like- once or twice a year yk, but it always made me flash a goofy smile instantly and i never knew why (oh, silly, stupid Sam))

i'm also bisexual btw!!!

i'm from the 2009 team, which means i'll be 15 this year :D

i'm brazilian, but i also speak english, a bit of italian, need to practice my spanish and think about taking either french classes as well

i love reading, and currently i'm reading Mick, by Christopher Andersen (2012). it's Mick Jagger's whole story, since his childhood from... well, 2012, since it was written in 2012. but i also need to read O Irmão Alemão, by Chico Buarque, again, cuz i'm trying to finish it for the 3rd time but can't finish anything i start reading and i hate that

according to some research and things i've noticed about myself, i might have either adhd or borderline. it's prob just adhd but idk, what if. gotta ask my mom to go to a neurologist... or just a therapist-

i LOVE music!!!!!!!! can't live without earphones, NEED to be listening to music 24/7 otherwise i'll freak out or pay too much attention or not focus at all in anything around me. my favorite Bowie songs are Boys Keep Swinging, Without You, Ricochet, the whole Scary Monsters album and i love listening to him telling the Peter And The Wolf story

it's easy to tell when i'm being ironic (i hope-) but i don't mind if u don't know if i'm being serious or not and ask me about it :)

i got most of my musical taste from my parents & grandparents :3

my nicknames in school are smoker, stoner and emo, and i've been called zombie once too. i get emo and maybe zombie (bc i always look like i haven't slept in days), but WHY SMOKER AND STONER, DUDE 😭😭😭

my fav emojis are ‼️, 💥 and 😋, and i don't know why

idk why i use so many emojis or when that started tbh

i'm not used to energy drinks, but i kinda like them. not the grape monster tho, it's *way* too sweet-

i'm still a beginner at bass but improving little by little!!!!

i'm basically a 2002 Mikey Way w Ray Toro's personality and a bit of his appearence. whimpy, shy, bass, nerd ahh glasses, comics, etc., just don't have any siblings :(

i love Criminal Minds and i love Spencer Reid more than i love myself (that's not that hard to happen but I LOVE SPENCER SO MUCH HE IS SO CUTE I LOVE HIM I LOVE JIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I CONSTANTLY FEEL LIKE INFO DUMPING ABOUT HIM BUT I HAVE NO ONE TO INFO DUMP ABOUT SPENCER AND ARGGGGGGGGRRRRRRFFHHHHHHHH)

i constantly forget to eat or drink water

i have aracnofobia but i still think spiders are cool. like i would let one of them (ONE.) live in the corners of my house but i'm genuinely terrified of 'em. it's the same with insects, literally any insects. unless it's a moth or a beetle or a praying mantiss. but if it gets too close to me, i'm gonna go "WOAH MAN YOU'RE WAY TOO CLOSE, PEPPER SPRAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY" and run for my life

"cats or dog-" MOTHS. AND SNAKES! i love moths so freakin much i know they live 3 days but i take care of each and every one that appears in my house like i created them and they would live for 50 years or more bc MOTHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

speaking of snakes there's this show which i constantly forget the name but I LOVE SO MUCH!!!! and like it's this couple who rescues snakes from other ppl houses and they also have some snakes at home and they're so cool and so cute and like i forgot the guy's name but the woman is called Siouxsie and it's on national geo i think, all i know is that it's the same channel where there's those vet tv shows (which i also love)

can't interact with people at all, i can try but ehhh nah it's not something i actually can-

i love Seu Jorge e Gal Costa e Caetano Veloso e Chico Buarque e Rita Lee e CAZUZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e Barão Vermelho e Skank e Capital Inicial e Jão e Jorge Ben Jor e MAMONASSS!!!! e Cartola e Adoniran Barbosa e Celly Campello e Raul Seixas e Novos Baianos e Secos E Molhados e Toquinho e Zeca Pagodinho e Marina Lima e Ney Matogrosso e BLIIIITZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! eu amo muito Blitz uma das melhores bandas do mundo e também Sidney Magal e Ultraje A Rigor e Frejat e Tim Maia e Plebe Rude e Djavan e Lobão e mais Cazuza amo muito ele e também Elis Regina e Raimundos e Charlie Brown Jr. e Lulu Santos e também Paralamas, tmb amo bossa nova

i also love just dance IT'S SO GOOD

oh btw i'm usually the quietest person to exist but sometimes i talk too much, sorry bout that:(

i collect vinyl records!!! the Wham! and the Cazuza ones are my personal babies, NO ONE TOUCHES MY BABYS

unless i actually know you, if you ask me to teach you a brazilian word, i'll prob say dick or ass or bitch or anything like that 💞

INA URR RADAH IDA ITHA PURR RADAGITA ITA URRRHHH RADHA-

i want to have two dogs someday but so far i have a cockatiel! he's smol and basically an elder already, i have him since i was 6 yrs old and he's my sweetiepie i love him his name is Bernardo

i have tumblr, twitter, pinterest and instagram and sometimes post something, but most of the time i'm either on insta or here at spacehey. more spacehey than insta, tbh

i only use tiktok to look for something extra specific, so i never spend more than 5 mins there, which means i don't even consider it in my social media stuff

i wanna study journalism, photography or veterinary once i go to college, but maybe i'll get a teacher degree as a starter (i'll be an english teacher tho)

rock shirts are never enough

i hate going to public spaces that are too empty or too full, it has to have a specific amount of ppl there, like a shopping mall or a target, otherwise i'll feel overwhelmed as freaking hell. concerts are the only and HUUUUGEEE expection (PLZ CALL ME TO CONCERTS, I'LL GO TO ANY OF THEM NO MATTER WHO'LL BE THERE, SPECIALLY IF IT'S THOSE 80S FLASHBACK COVERS OR ROCK BANDS, I LOVE ROCK SHOWS SM)

basically all of the shows i've been to were cover bands, all of them at motorcycle meetings (yk, those motorock stuff, i think that's how you call it) w my grandpa. i've been to two Frejat shows, tho, and both were AMAZING!!!!!

i want to have a gold chevy or a red opala when i get a car, but i'll change the opala to a red chevy or similar bc opalas waste too much gas so it would make it even more expensive to keep it. i also want a motorcycle! :D

i don't rlly like indie music, but there's two or three specific songs i like

i'm not actually very religious but i'm polytheist. don't really care about religion tbh, it doesn't changes who ppl are, so don't mind talking with me if you have a different religion or such, i don't mind if your's different!<3

i hate school

holy shit this got long as hell uuuhhhhh sorry-

welp thankies for your attention, hope we become friends if u like me!!!<3

i'll edit this if i realize i've forgotten to add something... love y'all!!!!!!! :p