im starting a blog [again]

Dear Internet,

haha people talk about online blogs being like a diary or journal but just public [i know there is a private diary options but lets be realistic, no ones gonna see this blog and if they do, they wont care!] So lets get down to business, i turn 18 in really soon, i am NOT excited... well i'm excited to have my first drink ;) But all my friends are super introverted [and all already 18] I want to through a big shed party but lets keep it real, not many people will come to it [i wasn't that cool in high school] so i'm not doing that coz my close friends would HATE it, which sucks but oh well... we are gonna do karaoke instead which should be fun.. but NONE of them drink!! i cant deal. but i love them all so its okay [and maybe they are making smarter decisions then i am]. Thats all besides the point.

I graduated last year and have been working since, as a receptionist, but my job is sooooo boring i actually kind of hate it, but everyone i work with is so lovely so that makes up for it i guess. Ive been on sick leave though so i had ALL of last week off and i start again tomorrow, its only a 5 hours shift but i'm still not looking forward to it smh. Then after that i have a driving lesson, which wont be bad but like ugh, i should just be able to drive and i should have my licence like right now [i should've gotten it last year smh].

Other then that nothing much is going on in my life. i kind of have crush on this guy that i hookup with sometimes, but he doesn't like cats or Taylor Swift and i don't know his opinions on the LGBTQIA+ community so he's kind of iffy... the bar is pretty low though but he reaches it [he understands basic consent]. I'm trying not to get attached to him though so i keep leaving him on delivered for like weeks at a time. Also i keep crying over Spencer Reid :(

Anyways I guess thats my life so...Bye!!

krys