Poems!

I don’t think I’ve ever felt truly understood or loved by someone. Only by one person ever. I know my friends love me ofc but it isn’t the same. Bug loved me when we dated I’m sure but it just I don’t think that was real being in love. Maybe that’s why he keeps coming back . He’s the only person I’ve ever felt loved by. The only person that truly understands and knows how to comfort me. The person I know truly cares and listens. Or maybe I’m delusional and I just want to be loved and what he gave me was the closest thing I’ve ever felt to love. I don’t think I’ll ever be sure. I am sure of that I did love him. More than I thought I ever did. More than I sometimes realize.