religion

 What is fate if not connected to a religion. can you have faith without being religious. Speaking to someone who grew up Christian was like looking into another life. I always wanted a look into the life of someone who only believes in God. Nothing else, no universe, no tarot cards, no crystals, no buddha, no nothing. Just a God. I don't know if that offensive, but christians don't even like catholics, but they "love" everyone. I guess it's just confusing to see how one god can have so many separately devoted people. These people are hopelessly devoted to on Lord. It must be so comforting to have your death figured out. I was raised in a Latino catholic house, I thought Christians and catholics had something in common. But it's entirely different. There is a large separation between the two, no nuns, no Santa Maria, none of the dumb bullshit. I guess my other point is how stuck on the Bible they are, how can you believe in that? If they think the government is lying about everything else why would't they control the one thing that the most spread across the world. It's spread across every continent, every country, every state, almost every single corner has been touched with christianity and God. The most comfortable religion I suppose. Comfortable for the people who can put full trust into one god, the exact way he created life to be. In his image I suppose. Another thought, why would there need to be so many types of believing in God besides Christianity, this isn't like fuck all the other ones. But genuine question, why is Christianity not enough? There isn't like a thought in the back of your head that you couldn't fully believe in the god you worship so you went and created a knock off version. You all believe in the same God, you all are praying to 1 god (except for hinduism I think! and paganism! *correct me if im wrong*) but constantly these religions are put against each other for no reason. Look at Islam, they have correlation with christians in a story with Moses. So for me I get in such a deep spiral of confusion and long thoughts. The idea of an all powerful God who can control anything he wants whenever he wants. Someone I was talking to has such strong faith but he is so in his head about his own sins he can't connect with God. He is waiting for a connection somewhere, looking for an outlet to devote himself too. I enjoy hearing every other opinion. Except talking to atheists Is like getting mind fucked by a dumb 14 year old on edibles. They have a great way to live life though, if they die it just happens. Lights out. It must be sad to have such a lonely idea of death. I'll come back and edit on this further. but for right now, God is a comfort, even to me.