ao3 and such

i've been considering getting an AO3 account to publish some of my writing/fanfic, but its like, who would read it? and my anxiety tells me that everyone would hate it. and then, even if i do write smth, what do i write? i'm in soooo many fandoms and have sooooooooo many fanfic ideas. and its like, i want to write all of them, but im scared to let people read them. to quote amy santiago from b99

SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

being a writer is great. maybe i should just work on my original fantasy or cowboy story.. or my apoc story.. i've got a lot i could work on. goddamnit.