RANTING BECAUSE I CAN

MKAY  i have this friend whiich i dated off an on for a YEAR and we broke up like good sand we still friends but she had sent me TWO letters saying she wants to get back together, and shes like oh ik im not the best gf but i wannma be better for you and the stuff she says i9s so pathetic im sorry like shes a good person but BDHBDJHWBGFJW 

and like we are not alike at ALL shes such a goody two shoews, not that thats a bad thing but i dont like those people, and im in office in trouble every other day. Her parents dont like me either 

and aslo she just leaves me all the time because she doesnt want to be late to class and get in trouble EVEN WHEN SHE WOULDNT BE LIKE UGHGGGSGFHSH and she just is so frusterating

and shes the reason we broke up. i keep breaking up with her yet she somehow gets back together wiuth me every time. and its her FAULT. like she did something that SERIOULY hurt me the first time, and i lost so much trust in her. there was a time where she was the only one that i trusted, and i have trust issues! and the second time she did the EXACT SAME THING THAT HURT ME WHEN SHE SAID SHE WOULNT DO IT AGAIN. and yetr she still thinks she has a chance of getting back together with mr? (not like im a catch, but still...) like she broke my heart multiple times and she still wants to "be better????" and she keeps talking about her faimly issues to ME. Like, she has averge issues, and im not saying her feelings about it arent valid.... but like- my parents are divoreced and always fighting, and my dad is a drunk alcoholic with anger issues who is being charged with chiild abuse and child negluct, and im STILL living with him, and im an only child. I go through HELL every fucking day im in that house, and yet she still talks to ME about how her married loving parents fought about something, and she takes care of her siblings in her BIG HOUSE WITH A POLL AND A TRAMPOLINE AND HER OWN PHONE AND OTHER ELETRONICS, WHEN EVERY DAY I COME HOME TO A WRECKED HOUSE, MY DAD EITHER YELLING OR PASSED OUT, AND NO PHONE BECAUSE MY DAD IS CONTROLLING AS FUCK AND BROKE THE PHONE MY MOM GOT ME?????? renevjhijerkhngjurhnkrehbjkgrekjgregbhejg it just makes me mad. she can talk to ANYone else about this, but she chooses her ex gf who has way worse issues? UGHYFGJBWFWHFGBW