biggest freaking dilemma everrrr

Okay so like basically I'm gonna have a Quince and yes I am Latina, anyways so yk I had my chambelanes picked and whatnot. MIND YOU I've been had my main chambelan picked since like 8th grade yk and we r pumped to start practicing the dances. tell me why my main says he can't no more and like it's fine cuz things happen but it's like sir I literally don't talk to guys!!, like at all. saur like I'm back at square 1 again which is saur saur saur cute!! but like idk what to do now cus we have like three months til my quince and I haven't started practices... ANYWAYS it was my actual Birthday last Sunday saur I'm officially 15 now!!