I feel anxious

It's very difficult to me to complete my tasks, even my own hobbies.

During the day I feel sleepy, without energy, as if time flies by.

At night I can't stop thinking that I'm wasting my time, that I could do many things and didn't do any of them. I feel like my heart is beating fast, my eyes don't want to close when I try to sleep, I feel like I need to do everything rn but know It's too late.

Then I think "I'm gonna do everything tomorrow!!"

But I also know that's not true.

Everything will be tomorrow as it was yersterday. Even if I complete my tasks one, two or even three days in a row... A few days later, I'm trapped on that awkward loop again.

I can't stand it anymore...

Just wanted to vent. I've thought this for a long time and it's hard to talk to other ppl 'bout it.