little life update :/

i havent been on space hey in forever but i wanted to post a little rant 

so I've been going crazy dealing with school lots of graduation stuff i have to do and exams collledge applications scholarships stuff like that it is like a lot and on top of all that I've been in and out of the hospital my brother hasn't been doing good and its making me worry like a lot I've been stressing and I'm sick to my stomach this isn't very fun i wish everything would just stop... i just want everything to get better :/