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Happy birthday to me!! 1/12!!! 06 baby!!
OKAY SO IM ACTUALLY REALLY SURPRISED I HAVENT MADE A BIRTHDAY BLOG POST YET????? its March 4th, a month and 4 weeks since I turned 18. I'm so sorry I forgot to write here, I really gotta remember. even though no one looks at these. Ill stop yapping now, lets get onto the good stuff!! so, I stayed home from school on my birthday, the night of my birthday, at 12am I was surprised BY MY MOM WITH A MY LITTLE PONY BIRTHDAY AND IT WAS SO SPECIAL, honestly, I have such a hard time feeling special because I spend so much time thinking about other things rather than thinking about myself. my mom was the only one with me the whole time, and watched as I open everything,,,now for the spoiled brat part, hehehe. I GOT A CARE BEARS BLANKET AND A MUG, IT WAS SO CUTE!! I ALSO GOT THIS TINY PINKIE PIE, SOME PINKIE PIE GLASSES, JAPANESE HAIR CLIPS, PINK HIGH TOP SHOES!!! EVERYTHING WAS SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!! there was a rainbow dash, twilight and pinkie pie figures on the table, it was so cute guys!!!!!!! and my mom custom made my cake with edible flowers and this pretty glass thingy that looked like me!!!! the cake was chocolate and vanilla!!! I ALSO GOT A WIG THAT I LATER USED FOR MEGACON, I GOTTA TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT MEGACON,IT WAS SO FUN. I WENT TO MEGACON ON THE 3RD OF FEBRUARY, I FORGOT THE DATE, BUT IT WAS AMAZING, ILL TELL YOU LATER!!!!!
BACK TO THE BIRTHDAY! later on, I went to go get a secret present. if youve been through all my posts, you probably wouldve noticed that I posted something about my hamster dying, well, my dad surprised me with another one!!!! except I got to pick them out! MY NEW HAMSTER IS A TEDDY BEAR HAMSTER!!!! HES BLACK WITH WHITE SPOTS AND HES SO DUMB, I LOVE HIM. HIS NAME IS BOUTA, I NAMED HIM AFTER A GOLDEN KAMUY CHARACTER. ASIRPA WAS ALSO A GOLDEN KAMUY CHARACTER. HES GOT THE CUTEST EARS AND HES SO NICE, HES SO SO KIND AND SHY!!! right after, I got ready for my 3rd surprise!! I dressed up in a pretty kimono, it was so pretty, I felt so pretty!!!!!!!! guys, my chromebook glitched for a second- anywho, my final surprise was olive garden!!! I ate way too many bread sticks and had a chicken pasta!! my whole family was there and it was honestly so special. when I went home, we all had some birthday cake!! that was my very last surprise! my 18th birthday was so amazing and memorable, it was nice to feel special and not a single ounce of despair.
that day taught me to make everyday more about me and focus on what's important rather than what kinds of things make me upset. and also, mental health update as of now, I'm doing a lot better. I haven't seen a therapist and some day shave been rough or dark, but I've handled them on my own and been able to improvise through really hard times. I haven't thought about *her* once, and its made me the happiest I've ever been,,<<33 cya!
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