havibg friends

iggh why can't everyone judt pay attention to ME I'm so much better than everyone else :((( why don't people worship me I'm so fycking awesome but everyone is always so mean to me and I just have to put up with it because apparently it isn't passive aggressive to not compliment the very nice pair if shorts I was wearing and I remember they were really nice too and that's actually so toxic? so I stopped talking to her for 2 weeks... I want an online friendddd plleaseeeee