plushies come back to me..

I genuinely do believe that my life would become better and that my depression would be cured if my parents still let me kept my plushies . they took them away to help me concentrate in middle school and guess what. Im a high schooler, 11th grader , and im still having trouble focusing 😆 the plushies werent the problem I WANT THEM BACK or atleast get new ones. I do want some plushies that I do not own but I also cant have them because im still a minor and i dont have my own money yet so cant buy myself stuff .. and my parents arent really keen on ordering from places like ebay or anything online so :(