Life update (we so back)/ writing stuff!!!

Hey guys we are SO BACK, both mentally & physically. I'll list the things off so they go by quick

• new school (bye shitty health school, hello harder better college school)
• No more mentally ill edgy behavior :3 (now its just like being obsessed with musik)
• new almost everything (music, clothes, friends, hobbies, etc)
• New hobbies taken into consideration! (sewing, skating, doodling, etc)
• Writing and poems!!!  

Thats alot of stuf but the last one is what I've been doing alot. I've written some about my favorite characters, my family, friends, definitely my ex, specific topics and more! I even wrote some fanfics.... which are REALLY FUCKING BAD but you guys could ask for it if u wanna read it :3

I even wrote a really shitty short story that I even posted on my tumblr called To See Her Once More, I posted it on my tumblr but ill also post it here.

ANYWAYSS, heres "My Comfy Bed" mainly based off how I couldn't sleep in my own bed for a while cuz of my ex and remembering her and stuff ;-; (im better now :D)

I sleep comfortable in my bed

disregarding time when I sink into my pillows

I feel my missing hours tick inside my head

Until my eyes shut and I'm awake

12 hours later

Another came into my bed eventually 

And we did more than just sleeping

But nothing too extreme of course

In other words, it was bliss that I experienced

And sometimes looking back now, I desire it again

But she's gone, and so are those desires

Now I still lay in the same bed

With the same movies of affectionate copies of me and her

and like a cinema, it replayed those memories over, and over

I find myself out of a trance 2 hours later 

Still awake in tears

And slept on the couch for a week

The cinema shut down due to the lack of customers

And I was able to take space in my bed again

Snug as a bug :3

-Dany 3/4/24 12:34 AM