Nineteen

I’m almost 19. I’m so old now. Time is so mean. Am I even still really a teen anymore? Cause technically I’m an adult. This is it…. I didn’t do anything special my whole teenhood. I have nothing to say for these past years. No crazy stories. No romances or even heartbreaks. I feel like I wasted so much time being a goody two shoes and not being a teen. I’m just so sad over this. I expected so much from these years. I hate this. I hate growing up. I wish I redo everything from 13 and just relive teenhood and actually have fun. I know I can be 20 and do it too but that just sounds so… different? Correct me if I’m wrong, I know it’s not old just not the same. I spent these past years being fat and sad. If you’re 13 please enjoy those next few years. They will fly by.