sleep and being sleepy

Hii!

It doesn't happen to you that you're really REALLY sleepy but you can't fall asleep? I mean, rn I can't sleep and im very sleepy, i just want to lie in my grandparents couch and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

anyway, I always  (or almost always) have weird dreams, so, sometimes is just too weird to wake up. I remember my last dream, I was with my mother, visiting some of her friends, and her friends had children about my age. So I talked with one of them, a girl. I don't remember what she was telling me, but I remmber her asking me "When do you star school?" and i replied "Idk, i forgor" so she smiled at me and said goodbye. Then the second child, a boy, came with me with two plates of food, I think it was soup, and we started eating them while we were talking. I also don't remember what I was talking with him, but then we started laughing. And when we started laughing, I woke up.

Honestly, it felt horrible. I mean, it was like... A ghost feeling. I was laughing for a moment, and then I felt nothing. But, I'm not going to say a lot about that, its not important. Sorry for writing so much T_T byebyeee