sob story

im trying to be good yk?

I have a guinea pig and he is my best friend. but like I'm shitty right? I have gone days without feeding him and changing his cage and I feel like such shit. I've been trying my hardest of recent, veggies everyday, lots and lots of hay, pellets every day and some treats, but I still just feel like such shit. 

I used to have 2 guinea pigs but they fought so I had to separate them. Milo went to a good home.  I swear. he's living his life with someone who treats her pigs right and is always there for him. 

but I'm a shit person for doing that to pickles right? I was going through a terrible mental breakdown and I was all sorts of fucked up but that is literally no excuse. 

I'm trying my hardest now, that's all that matters.. right..?