Family Court + Lack of Autonomy

OKKKKKK SO

My mom passed away feb 2023 and my aunt moved in for end of life care for her + stepping in for me and my siblings

fast forward a few months im forced to go with my dad on fathers day after radio silence since the funeral

AND NOW I'M IN A CUSTODY BATTLE BETWEEN THE TWO AND ITS THE MOST BULLSHIT THING EVER

WHY CANT I JUST SAY I WANT TO STAY WITH MY AUNT AND SEE MY DAD WHEN I SO CHOOSE AND THAT BE THE END OF IT

WHY AM I BEING PASSED AROUND LIKE A FUCKING DOLL I'M 15 NOT 1