Hey man thats pretty funny man

I feel so wrong right now I think surgery so bad to fix me I am so wrong. Everytime I see your name on roblox or instagram it gives me a jolt of fear and adrenaline but I don't think you know that. I am not scared of you but I am weary of your connections and it all sucks so bad I don't want waht happened to control my life but ti does. Maybe in another life nothing bad happened and I am sending you siamang gibbon videos and we play roblox together. That would be nice. If I could forget the fear and pain that the sound of your voice invokes in me, that would be my greatest desire. Send me another reel and I'll send you another gibbon picture and maybe everything will be ok.

This next part is about a different person.

I'm typing this at 3:43am I am having acid reflux and the medicene taste sickeningly sweet and lingers in my mouth. All I can think about is you. I think about you a lot and I wish I said it back when you told me you think about me a lot too. My sweet cheesy lar gibbon I swear I will see you someday and gaze into your eyes forever