IM SO BORED WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!

HI so you prob don't care but like my life is like on a permeant downward slop and every time i think its ganna get better i always seem to fuck it up i mean last year i tried to kms and then went to the silly billy and met my best friend and now I'm just waiting for him to come back home cause he's in rez now and I'm so bored without him after meeting him my life got better but when he left my life just platued...pluatued( idk the word) and like now I'm just bored i kinda want to self sabotage just so something can happen i mean i got this thing to i can rant about random shit but i have to shit to rant about plus i hate typing id rather just like post a voice memo like its a podcast so I'm just waiting for him to come back i cant call him but i can send him letters but MY DAMN POST OFFICE KEEPS SENDING THEM BACK and i hope he doesn't think i forgot about him cause i didn't i think about him everyday i miss him sm ToT I WANT HIM BACK!!!!! but yeah I'm just sitting here bored waiting for him I'm thinking of starting posting vidzz here idk how to though i have to figure that out i wanted to do blogging but blogging is like sad middle age shit plus my sister started doing that so now i don't want to do what they do its sad and cringe-_- i would start a you tube channel but i don't want to get made fun of and on here its just weirdos like me i fell more comfortable and i love the old myspace babbie area so i want to bring that back i want to post vidz so bad and just do cute quirky things to show to randos online *w*

K YEAH SO IM GANNA START POSTING VIDZZ OMG I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

K B<3333 MUNCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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