march 3 2024

hello!! today was okay but honestly ive been thinking about some stuff

i think i oversexualize myself because of the absence of parental love since my father left me and my mum likes my younger brother more than me. i don't know why. but i think i just want to be loved but no one cares about me unless i put on a show so maybe that's why. i'll confront these issues later

anyways today was alright i got to see my wife (my crush sundae) but she was on the phone so i didn't get to say hi :( i miss her and i think her friends know i like her but it's alright!!!!!!!!!!

pretty short post today i just needed to get some stuff out of my system. bye bye!