Vampire things

nobody ever talks about how hard it is to be a vampire i swear! i like in MKE, there are churches literally EVERYWHERE! i cant even be near a church or else ill feel sick and dizzy! not even to mention my FAMILY are SOOOO SO catholic! its always "hey vamp you should go to church" or "vamp get baptized" or even "vamp go find god" like HUH??? i feel like theyre onto me but thats a problem for another day. and oh oh gods the URGES?? ive only been craving meat and bones and blood (along with the occasional sweet treat) and its horrible! eating anything other than protein makes me feel all gross and yucky! im not too bothered by the sun and all of that, im not a white vampire, but being nocturnal?? needing to be up every day for school?? needing to be asleep at night??? HORRIBLE!!!

the only upside to it is people not being scared of vampires i guess?? since we're so prominent in pop culture and all that jazz, people really seem to like us, the parts they can romance, at least. god forbid people actually know what its like to be a vampire, carnivorism and all.

worst part? i dont even know who turned me! im just here! and it sucks major donkey balls! i wish i was just human, but noooooooo