is it possible?

Is it possible to love someone to the point of exhaustion?

Is it possible to love someone to death?

To love someone is the best thing that could happen to anyone on this earth..

to be able to know you can call someone yours, to hold them and let each others existence soak into your soul, to hold them and know "forever" is a real thing..

To wake up each morning and see their beauty in front of you, the prettiest sight of them all, to see how they yawn and stretch in the morning, to see the edges of their lips curl up into a smile when they realize it wasnt a dream, the lose of your life is real , and there very much there in front of you.

Its the dream everyone wants, to have someone with you no matter what happens in life, if they need a best friend, lover, or goofy friend, you can be all of that and gladly do so...

Have you ever missed someone so badly it physically hurts? 

Have you ever cried till you could cry anymore? 

Have you ever thought you wouldnt make it without that special someone?

I did..and i almost didnt make it but now..

I found that someone, that someone who i would give the world for, that someone who i want to wake up in the morning to, fall alseep to, cry with, hug and love, cherish forever, so mess around and act like kids if we felt like it <3

So theres only one way to figure it out, take a leap of faith..

SO i'll love them forever, no matter how bad things can get no matter how low we reach..

Ill love them till i cant any more, ill love them till my last breath, ill love them till they feel wanted and needed, love them till they tell me to fuck off, love them till it hurts to not love them,

but even then...ill keep loving him, ill love them when i cant breath, ill love them when they feel on top of the world, love him till he hates me, love them till i die, and then love them in every other life, dimension..

so im taking the biggest leap of faith..

im loving them till it kills me

loving them till i die

loving them

now

and 

forever <3