2. i confessed to my crush today

although he did reject me because he was already with someone else (if i knew i probably wouldn't even say it), i feel happy... because past me would never do this, i feel so much more confident with myself now than what i felt in 2020... it makes me satisfied with my current self.

i am a bit sad but at least i hope our relationship isn't awkward after this.

i actually don't even know what i would if he actually did like me back.