35 | unreal

yalll I’m looking at my former entries and some of the images aren’t working anymore!!! It’s only been 6 months,, it makes me quite sad because that’s all my art )):

I’ll give it a few days to resolve but I might move or double post to neocities if this keeps going on because I don’t know if I trust spacehey as a reliable archive

also decided to continue on with the band thing, I figured even though I don’t enjoy performing it would be to greater benefit, and I’ll just quit it after the first gig. They’ve all told me how much they want to be in a band, and expressed feeling so much aimlessness right now I think that a band would be good to provide some purpose. Ugh, this does make me feel like I’m regressing a little because I had to put my foot down hard to make people stop fucking pestering me to sing, but I love them and want to help them achieve something.

better news, GUESS WHOO PASSED MY NURSING COMPREHENSIVE TESTT.

I was like, fully expecting to fail to the point where I barely really studied ??? For context, in order to graduate I need to pass one standardized test, everyone gets three chances but you have to pay $78 after the first try. Profs told us the near half the class was expected to fail so knowing how much of a shit student I was I mentally resigned myself. I didn’t even feel nervous taking it like my classmates were because “I’m going to need to retake anyway fuck if I care”, thought throughout the whole thing I was cooked as well.

i literally asked my professor if my score was real and it really didn’t process fully until much later that day. Wish I could see what I did because wtf.