This post is going to be a little personal. Apologies if this is heavy, or exposing you to a darker side of me.
In life, I've been hidden to all I speak to. Shame has always consumed me when opening up my true thoughts and feelings with others.
I bottle up my emotions, thoughts, and desires from most people.
Largely because I've never had anyone to confide in as a child and as a growing teen.
No notes app, no spoken word, and my music rarely had expressed my emotions properly
Oftentimes I question my value as a human being due to the flaws in my character that have shown in me hurting others in my past.
I truly care for people, yet, how do I redeem myself objectively so I may finally be free from my punishment?
Many seperations could be a direct result of things I can control. How I treat myself and others is a key example I could think of. But what about strangers? The special strangers who you'd love to be friends with. The unique strangers who you'd like to hold hands with. Why do I feel isolated from the larger population?
Man, I don't know. We ball.
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