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haii! it's me again haheerhe

i was thinking,,, should i post my poems on here??

thing is that they're pretty gory and uhmm...sexual i think

i sometimes let my brain go apeshit and let my fingers type what i'm thinking of..

uhmmmmmm so anyway!! PLEASE i need to know if i should...

this is my first ever piece i made around the end of 2023!

called it "aggressive confusing love"

i never believed in loving.

i never believed in receiving it, either.

but..

you took my heart without warning.

you didn't steal it — you looked at me in the eyes

those fucking beautiful eyes

and ripped it out of my chest while making your lips touch mine.

you made me put a hand on my still beating heart and made me feel its rhythm.

my hand, on yours, full of blood, along with a peaceful thump on our fingertips, while we kiss.

that's when my belief came back.

you

you made it come back.

you forcefully did so.

why, i ask?

why so aggressively, yet so romantically?

is this love?

is this manipulation?

in the meantime, I'm still lost in your eyes, asking myself these questions.

is this love? or manipulation?

please, my love

don't clench your fist

don't make that heart stop beating.

it's in your hands, your responsibility.

don't stop our rhythm.