gender ?

hormones ? future ? what i want ? what i want to present as ?

it's all so hard for me

i wish humans were all like flowers that could just pick their gender and reproductive organs and change them whenever they wanted to

imagine how the world would be like if everyone was raised with the same standards and gender roles

no "you have to do x way and act x way because you're a man !" or "we can't trust you alone and you can't do anything and you have to marry a man and give him kids because you're a woman !"

i used to think i was trans from the bottom of my heart when i was 16

now i'm 20 years old and i've been on estrogen for around 40~ish days now but i don't even think i'm a girl honestly

if i transitioned as a kid i wouldn't be mad over it honestly if i was allowed that opportunity as a kid

transitioning won't fix all of my problems, Hell it'd create problems with my family that i'd have to deal with for the rest of my life

knowing how people would treat my mom for "letting me go"

i'll stop thinking about it for now

i know if my mind sticks to this place for too long then i won't even be able to enjoy the world around me

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