i turned 20!! (yikes.)

i turned 20 today!! i can't believe it honestly. going in2 a bit of a crisis. like i'm not just some teen anymore?? my life is my own and i have to function as an adult in it?? a little depressing tbh. but i threw on an okayish fit to celebrate! i got like 5 hrs of sleep and totally didn't have the energy to do my hair tho and i haven't been able to dye it any fun colors lately bc i was in a theatre thing. so it's like a halfassed scene fit but ah well. i just didn't wanna be in sweatpants 4 my birthday.

ok but srsly this being 20 thing is actually messing w me?? when i turned 18 i was like "yeah ig i'm an adult if you say so" but at 20 it's actually sinking in ohhh no.