ungrounded el oh el

i finally got my phone back, but theres so much screentime on it. 7 am to 11 pm, they also take my phone at night so theres no way i can even really use it. i understand i broke their trust but like.. come on.. ive done a lot to already to allow them to trust me just a little bit again. i cant go to bed until 10 pm because they dont trust me. if i go to bed any earlier than 10 pm they accuse me of sneaking out, if i take a nap because school is ABSOLUTELY draining, they accuse me of sneaking out. i get im dumb enough to sneak out in the first place but who the fuck sneaks out on a school night. at first i wasnt allowed to bring my phone to school until i told them i didnt feel safe without it, guilt tripped them into allowing me to have it at school. then they decided i was only allowed to have 15-30 minutes of screentime every day... hoe what. 

anyways, i wasnt allowed to listen to music either. almost died. el oh el. did i learn anything? no. just be sneakier next time el oh el. taking my phone really didnt teach me anything, it wouldve taught me something if you just sat down and talked to me about why i did it and ways to prevent this from happening again. yelling at me and taking off my door will not teach me shit. itll teach me that i need to be sneakier and to have a better plan next time.