Being trans (pre everything), my experience.

Being trans sucks, and that's it. I'm gonna kill myself if my life will continue this way. To all the transphobes -  NOBODY CHOSES TO BE TRANS, no one chooses to cry themselves to sleep because they're feeling wrong in thier own skin. I thought of ending my life multiple times. No one wants to be miserable, but the feeling of hating yourself for something you can't even control is the absolute worst. I haven't self harmed yet. The only thing that keeps me alive is that I love me sister too much and I can't stand the thought of her hurting, the other thing is that I'm too much of a pussy to do so. I hate how my body looks, everytime I look in the mirror I want to bash my head against a wall.Being trans and pre transition is a fucking nightmare, I don't wish anyone the misery of it, I hope for all the trans folks to find happiness, no matter if pre transition or not, I just want y'all to be happy.