dang, those rants

whatthefuck , they're really a hypocrites,

recently i've been wondering why papanget ng papanget ung mga balita na na h hear no wonder, ivce been surrounded by gossip girls, i mean it was fun at first , knowing those teas buttt                 buttttt whatthefuck , almost like half of them aren't real, i'm no saint but really dina sya nakakatuwa, sarap dumistansya , they're good people when frenny mo sila but dang, what are those mindsets, 

kaya ko to , unting tiis lang , madami pa akong maeecounter na ganto , better stay neutral tsaka ung judgement ko keri pa dis

i have exam tommorow ahhh , not to mention they're cheaters also T^T and they have audacity to bad mouth the cheaters na na caught , isn't their your fellow species?? jesus...

04/03/2024

Dang I really am changing , not for the better tho, the way i interact with my friends those who stayed with me during hardships and achievements, how could i do those to them 😭 , ever since they’ve change sections , the way i interacted with them changed , maybe because they started to talk about different things where i didn’t witnesss, or how they could babble about how good their section is unlike to mine , how hard must it for me, how unfortunate, how unlucky for me to be left out with my friends and i have no genuine friendships unlike to them , i really hate it when they view me that way , because even though i fcking hated stuck in that section i never once pity myself nor did i felt sad about my situation, so it so fcking upsetting and disgusting when they treated me that way, and even add fuel to the fire when she SHE SAID , “wala ka kasing Friends” infront of her friends? that’s so fcking embarrassing, 

04?11/2024

I really don't feel secure in this friendgroup , although they're mature in some aspects, they're really childish with their hatred  towards a person it's how an elementary kid would treat the person they hated, also the time they would talk about their secrets infront of us and not telling the context, i'll just drift away from them little by little. Well then ahgain friendship is mutual, if you trust that person they'll trust you soon enough, so if they don't i won't too, I won't tell them something about me too, i'll be secretive about it. atp I wan't to leave them