25 / 02 / 24 diary i guess .

today was a good day! i got to hang out with my boyfriend today ( ^__^ ) we didn´t do anything specific. he was watching a soccer game on his phone ... boooring. but he likes it. i appreciate that he watches it with me (even when i dont care) so we can still hang out regardless. most of his attention is on me anyways. his fav club won so yay i guess ! 

he gifted me a really nice scented candle. i love when he picks out a scent he likes. it´s somehow feels better than it would´ve if i chose it. when i light it, it makes me feel close. 

i´m sad and i miss him when i´m going on the trip. technically, i only miss *one* of the "regular" dates we have every week so it´s not the end of the world but he´s probably busy on the weekend so :((( it feels like a wasted week to me because soon i won´t be able to see him for like a month. that´s why i wanna spend aaalllll my time left with him (honestly, i always want to) but i can´t and i won´t. eh. life goes on.

i packed my bags for ljubljana ! i´m still terrified i will forget something important - i always get bad dreams of stuff like that.

i really need to get some sleep now. it´s 2 am already and i have to get up early. gn !!