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I have zero motivation to leave my room, much less my bed. There is a dent in my bed from my heavy body when I lay for days and nights.
It's hard for me to get up and do basic things like showering, brushing my teeth, and getting dressed because what's the point when everything stays the same and nothing changes.
I don't leave my room. I don't leave the house. I have no friends. I have no family that isn't busy. I'm just stuck, rotting in my small room that feels like a prison.
I don't want to be stuck in my room, but where else am I supposed to go? I have no money to go into town. There are no local parks near where I live that I can go to.
I get called lazy and depressed. I don't think I'm depressed. I mean I get sad, but doesn't everyone? I just feel stuck. I am stuck. I'm rotting, and I can't stop the cycle.
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[Inactive] Ippyhaj
its good of you to reach out and talk about your struggles on here, thats a good first set. Maybe if you can try and lay down on the floor, it will atleast get you out of bed even if you're still doing the same things. letting light in is helpful too, and you can chat to people on here. My IMs are open if youre bored and want to talk, talking is a good distraction
4lmosthuman
I can't put into words how much your situation represents me. I feel very alone in my group of friends and my family probably only cares about who I pretend to be and not who I am.
I'm glad that someone can relate, but I'm also sad. Nobody should feel the way we do, and I'm sorry that you're experiencing it
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is not your fault dear L ok? :>
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