help me

i have the bit in ITGIRL when she says optimus prime in the really deep voice going around my head and it may very possibly become a stim of mine but OH MY GOD THATS EMBARASSING like okay sorry to tell you this neurodivergent guy but you're gonna say random phrases and noises that make zero sense to anybody else for the rest of your life, and it's got to a point where its fucking saying optimus prime in a stupid voice. 
have a gold star.

(i am so sorry if this doesnt make sense i have the flu and am very uncoordinated)