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I've been quite different lately. anyone else? my interests are changing; and I dont know if I like that. music taste, clothing style, movies, way of thinking... its good, of course. im trying to change to the best version of myself; but im changing so many things, and yet, I dont seem to be able to change my personality. I've been wanting to speak less this year, like... be more quiet. well, usually, im very quiet outside of my comfort zone. but I want to be quiet in my comfort zone too! im so used to being loud and comfortable around my friends, that im quite bothered by how much I talk and say weird things now. I've tried to stop so I can be comfortable with my personality, but I just can't! its weird. also I've been thinking about a way to just stop saying so many cuss words. but I haven't quite started working on that yet, lol... well, that's it. good evening everyone
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Miaʚ ✮ ɞ
I think I've been feeling the same since a moment so I can understand you...
You're getting bored of the things you love the most but you don't wanna change because at this whole point it became your entire personality
So you're feeling like you're losing a part of yourself but you can't do anything...
yeeea!!! exactly! its so weird, but I know ill just have to get used to it, you know? its not the first time this happens and I know its not the last, so there's nothing much I can do other than just wait...
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The thing is time to time it can go back to normal but it just won't stop wavering...
I personally try to concentrate on other hobbies for a moment and then rediscover the things I like but sometimes it doesn't works so I just hope I won't get used to the hobbies I chosed to distract myself...
But I sincerly wish that there's something to do about it !
by Miaʚ ✮ ɞ; ; Report