toe sucking

uuuu i wanna get back on drawing againnnn ueueueueueu end school fasteeer so i could do my shit raaaaaah nd by the time school ends make the time slow so i could do a lot of stuffs! but also thinking that i'm gonna be in that age this year and things will just keep on moving and on moving ;w; what if i didn't get to do what i want ? and worse is get stuck on the same place as i am rn without improvements ? that's gonna be the death of me. but anw, i'm gonna get that pink hair this year bitch ... if i like it ... or i might get back on being blonde again ... with pink highlight ?