Hi. (Copypasta)

hey its been a while since ive shown my face , 

i havent been doing so great , so i did a little break 

so a lot of people are saying some things about me that arent quite true . 

doesnt matter if its true though , just as long as its entertaining to you 

right guys having fun ?

all aboard the toxic gossip train ! 

youre chugging down the tracks of misinformation , the toxic gossip train !

you got a one way ticket to manipulation station , toxic gossip train 

tie me to the tracks , and harass me for my past 

cause rumors look like facts , if you dont mind the gaps 

i wont survive in the crash , but hey atleast youre having fun 

ah hi everyone , i've been wanting to come online and talk to you about a few things 

um even though my team strongly advised me to not say what i want to say

i recently realized that they never said that i couldnt sing what i want to say so

here i am and um , today i only want to talk about the facts ,

so i hope you'll be willing to listen , here we go .

many years ago , i used to message my fans .

but not in a creepy way like alot of you are , trying to suggest . 

it was more of a loser , kind of way . i was trying to be " besties" with everybody 

its kind of like um when you go to like a family gathering and theres a weird aunt there that keeps coming up to you and like " hey girl , whats the tea ? " like uh , that was me

but in group chats with my fans , it was weird 

ive been sharing my life online for over 15 years ,

ive poured my heart out to you and because of that i feel like im talking to my friends

but in the beginning of my career , i didnt really understand 

that maybe there should be some boundaries there 

there were times in the DMs when i would overshare 

details of my life which is just really weird of me 

i havent done that for years you see , cause i changed my behavior , 

and i took accountability .

but thats not very interesting is it ? 

so lets go on the toxic gossip train . 

the locomotives fueled with hateful accusations 

the toxic gossip train ! 

steamroll over someone's reputation 

toxic gossip train !

hop on board but close your eyes , otherwise you'll realize 

that the train is made of lies ,

and the person you despise maybe didnt deserve to die , but hey 

atleast youre having fun . 

in all seriousness , its really important to hold people accountable for their mistakes ,

um , you know . you should hope everyone can learn from their mistakes 

and grow , and change for their behavior and be a better person . 

this is something that ive always tried to do when i make mistakes , 

this is something that i will continue to try to do- what ?

oh you dont care ? okay i thought you wanted me to take accountability . 

but thats not the point of your mob mentality 

is it ? no . your goal is to ruin the life of the person you despise , 

while you dramatize your lies and monetize their demise

yeah , well i feel like i can already hear the comments on this video 

she's gaslighting ! manipulating ! urgh she's a narcissist and a rat . 

i will never make a mistake like that . 

oh im sorry , i didnt realize that all of you are so perfect so please criticize me 

bring out the daggers , made from your perfect past , 

and stab me repeatedly in my bony little back .

im sure youre disappointed in my shitty little song , 

i know you wanted me to say that i was 100% in the wrong . 

well im sorry , im not gonna take that route , 

of admitting to lies and rumors that you made up for clout . 

" hey everybody i found somebody new to harass ! " 

" she did some things that i do not like in her past ! "

" so everybody gather around because we're about to attack ! " but not based on facts 

oh no , your loaded lethal weapon is your fingers on the keys . 

you dont need any armor , when you can hide behind a screen .

so shoot me down quick in the click and bam !

my reputation's deceased . 

uh i also wanted to take a minute , to talk about that girl , miranda sings . 

you know the one , yeah her ? well she's pg-13 . it says that on my website , and its always been that way .

and thats why you wont find my videos on the youtube kids app . 

anyway um , i didnt realize it was my responsibility , 

to decide what was appropriate for every kid to see . 

ive always relied on parents , to decide if theyre comfortable . 

with their families watching my youtube videos or coming to my live shows .

now . 

have i made some jokes and poor taste ? yes . 

have i made lots of dumb mistakes ? yes . 

am i sad that theres some fans that feel betrayed ? yes . 

was it my intention to manipulate ? no . 

it doesnt really matter what my intention was , 

cause it seems if everyone has already decided on that . 

let me tell you , its not very fun to have millions of people all over the world , 

call you the most vile , horrendous disgusting , life ruining words ,

a person can be called in my opinion , um . 

it doesnt matter if these things arent true , uh everyone just believes , 

that youre the type of person who manipulates and abuses children . 

so i just wanted to say that um ,

the only thing ive ever groomed is my two persian cats 

im not groomer , im just a loser . 

i just didnt understand , i shouldnt respond to fans .

and im not a predator , even though alot of you think so . 

because five years ago , i made a fart joke , 

so . 

even though i know this video wont change anyone's mind about me .

it still felt it was important to come on here , 

and defend myself a little , and take accountability .

and i also want to say that anyone out there , 

who has ever supported me , in any capacity , 

i really really appreciate you . 

thank you , for what it's worth . 

i never had any bad intentions . 

but i do feel like shit . 

the toxic gossip train , 

youre chugging down the tracks of misinformation . 

toxic gossip train . 

we got a one way ticket and manipulation station . 

toxic gossip train 

you tied me the tracks , and harass me for my past . 

rumors look like facts , when you dont mind the gaps . 

i wont survive in the crash , but hey 

i hope you had some fun . 

actually , you know . 

i feel like i should maybe let you guys know something , um 

it seems like , maybe youre confused about something i dont know 

let me try help , um 

sometimes people make a mistake .

and it doesnt make them a horrible person whoa , 

sometimes people can make a mistake , and theyre still a good person crazy i know . 

sometimes people make a mistake ,

and you dont have to take on that mistake , oh no . 

and twist it up and grind it and add some lies to it , and pulverise it , 

and stab it with knives , and ruin a life , oh no . 

sometimes people can make a mistake , 

it doesnt mean you gotta send them hate , oh no .

sometimes people can make a mistake , 

and you can kindly let them know and help them grow . 

sometimes people , make mistakes .

simply because , they made a mistake . 

and that mistake doesnt make them a terrible human , 

it just makes them a human