procastinating

surprisingly today was actually good and i can see a brightness at the end of the road of shingles on my arm (not in a dying way). i went out for the first time in a week for a walk even tho im not supposed to i just felt too much like a discord moderator laying in bed surrounded by food and rubbish with my shitty server full of shitty people who like weird things being my only token of living even though it's a pretty crap token. obviously none of that's true incase anyone who reads this is slow i'm actually a decent person, although i say that while writing a blog post to my 3 friends on this app (two of them being the default heyspace friends). anyways im now at my dads house and the pain in my arm is gone and it's been replaced w the WORST itching sensation ever. idk if i've ever felt the need to scratch the skin off my arm so badly and i have zero idea on how i haven't yet. anyways i got so bored the other day that i made a twitter account which built a grand following of 18 and as of today i'm going to start voicing my slightly controversial pop culture opinions as an attempt to bring a storm of people who think otherwise and see their attempts at making arguments when in reality i give zero fucks what their opinion is because it really doesn't affect me that much. the way i worded it made me look like some wannabe evil mastermind but i really don't i just want to see how people react to unpopular/disliked opinions on shit like the doja cat drama and the megan/nicki one-sided beef (first things that came to mind) because i have a TON of them. i really haven't done much else today apart from playing some stupid color or die roblox game where you escape some black and white stickman by painting yourself the color of the walls and camouflaging against them so he doesn't see you (i needed to pass time) and scrolling through instagram reels of kids aged like 8-10 saying some of the craziest shit that most adults wouldn't even say so to say it was an unproductive day would be an understatement. but hey at least i left the house