disgusted + blog for td

are you ever just genuinely disgusted with yourself? you feel like everywhere you turn there will always be someone to comment on how much you've eaten or how long it's been since you've showered and how long you've been sleeping, or just how weird you are in general.

you're a walking pile of gross and their beam of light destroys you.

anyways, things that happened today:

hung out with DG again, but only for like 10 minutes. he was listening to music while we were talking. he's very dry, but i don't mind, at least i get to talk a bit. nothing really happened at school today, but i was too tired to do my work in 1st period i had to ask my friend to do it for me.

today has been empty. hardly any music, and the only music i played today was mostly on repeat.

my girlfriend is lovely. my friend got a picture of us sitting together at lunch. it's one of my wallpapers now.

bug fact. cockroaches are the most hated type of bug in 29 states. (poor guys!)

nothing involving therianthropy today.

main mood for today? i felt crummy. every bad thought was lingering in the back of my head, especially what my teacher told me yesterday.

much love to all, ed