why was i such a weird kid 😦😦

This is just for myself to document the extreme distress im in right now. I feel nausous and am expierencing surges of explosive diarrhea. my entire room is coated in a new layer of brown . Im sweating like a pig and my shirt is drenched. ive got lighting like cramps shooting up my ass. My head is in my hands and the world is spinning. im high on embarassment and pain. Lawd save us ;(

no im not bein dramatic 🤕 i wish this was a joke

I fianlly found this website again and i started using it when i was 13. im 15 now but why was i so weird at 13 . i went through the blogs i made and cried for a good 30mins in embarrassment but i wont delete them for memories sake so that when im 50 i can look back on them and remember whata dissapointment i was. wtf was i doing talking about my delulu fantasies on here. im not lying when i say that i sat there , and read everything with my jaw dropped, tears running down my face. I look at the one i made predidctng my own future, which went far from accurate. 13 year old me would be so disappointed . Anyway on a more positiv note, looking at this site again made me realise that ive changed so much im literaly not the same person and the sad thing is, i probably got weirder and deluluer but thats no necessarily a bad thing. No its  a horrible thing.

To anyone who reads this. PLease dont be weird at 13. youll regret it.

💋 bye