DIARY 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ ᡣ𐭩 boyf diary entries (pt 2.)

— 02/02/2024 || 12:19 PM

what a beautiful boy, i love him with all my heart. his stunning light brown hair gently cupping his sweet face, such passionate blue eyes that pierce my heart so easily. I love him so much. how gorgeous is he? beyond words. i hope one day he can see himself how i see him; a beautiful man with such a comforting, strong aura. His voice is warm and gentle like honey, but so deep and intense like the dark amber colorsi love him so much, he is so beautiful. not just in looks but his entire being. i will watch your every move, every moment you feel you are alone my eyes are on you. when you think you are safe from my gaze, im watching you more intensely than when you are in front of me. 

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— 02/03/2024 || 9:05 PM

i will watch your every move, every moment you feel you are alone my eyes are on you. when you think you are safe from my gaze. i want to see you when you dont want me to,, be vulnerable and exposed. let me see every imperfection you think you have and admire every inch of you until you love yourself how i love you. let me see you in ways you couldn't imagine being perceivedmy pretty dollboy, you will be my display piece. you are my object of desire and everything i hold dear. when you look and see the cameras i placed to watch you, flash me a smile ; that beautiful, beautiful smile... every morning when i wake up to his voice, for a split second i can feel him in the bed with me. for a split second he is not miles away but, instead, right within in my grasp.

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i've been so tired to where i've reached for him with the illusion that i will feel his shirt, his face, grace his lips with my finger, anything to remind me that he is right there with me. and of course, all i feel is the blankets and stuffed animals around me. i want to wake up to the gorgeous face, i want to kiss him and hold him and know that he is right there with me. I need him to know that from the moment he wakes up to the moment he is asleep and every millisecond in between, he belongs to me.

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his mind will know, that even in his sleep, he cannot be separated from me. we are one in the same. my beautiful boy, he is my most prized possession ౨ৎ⋆ ˚。⋆ 

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— 02/05/2024 || 10:01 PM
 i love him so so so fucking much. he makes me feel so safe and cared for, more than i ever have. such a sweet man who is always by my side. i love him, i live for him, i stay clean for him. he saves me every day, i love him he is such a sweet boy to me. he treats me so well and always matches my energy.

He will take care of me when im sad, celebrate with me when im happy, he shares my excitement and makes me feel so so adored. I love that he adores my obsession over him and he craves me being possessive. He has gotten rid of everyone in his life just so he can have more time with me. He knows he belongs to me and I love that he does. my precious little puppyboy. all mine.


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