IM GONNA RANT ABT A BUNCH OF STUFF ;-;

i’m about to yip sm but here we go 

first of all, i hate school but tbh the only reason i’m keeping myself going is bc of my ambitions. and also i have #foreign parents so yk how that goes x

ALSO i’m js getting sick of seeing ppl like why do i have to say hi to you? like i might sound mean but can i not hang out w anyone one day? am i allowed to sit alone or am i weird for that? i do have friends but this week ig i felt rlly like overwhelmed i js wanted to be alone. 

also, what is it with teachers giving so much work when we are already so fkn busy 😭 I HAVE THIS MAD ASSIGNMENT TEST TYPA THING AND I HAVE TO BASICALLY MEMORISE A 1.5k WORD ESSAY AND TYPE IT ALL OUT IN 1 HOUR. i gotta remember all the information and all… like are they insane. give me at least 2 periods i beg i cant memorise shit i’ve been trying to for the past hour or so but my brain isn’t functioning. 

also OH MY DAYSSS my mum is bugging me sm rn like i want to rip my hair out. its such a long ahh story and it’s gen SUCH nonsense but to sum it up, i went to the gym today and i’m meant to go tomorrow w my friend and my parents aren’t letting me because they think i should only go one day. their solution is either i leave the house at 8am to go since my mum is leaving at the same time, or not go at all (i wanted to go at 1pm) because apparently i never do any chores/study when i go to the gym. which isn’t rlly true, i just forget to wash my hair cuz i’m so tired and i sometimes dont do the chore im meant to but i always complete it the next day! so idk what they’re talking abt and as if i dont study every single day :/ i have to get up early everyday and saturday is the one day i can sleep in and she wants me to wake up? sorry bur she’s insane… i’m gonna try ans leave at my time tmrw bcoz i’m litro sorry, but i am not waking up that early.

also my family are always fucking arguing i’m so sick of it, all i hear is either them yelling at my brother (dw he does deserves it but i’m sick of hearing it) or my brothers fighting (i want to scream) or them yelling me the same old stuff (go study, put effort in, you’re never working hard enough) like can you not!? girl please. i’m begging you guys to stopppp…! 

and also i lost my headphones so i cant listen to music and i think i’m dying i cant stream drama for the 456th time 😭😭💔💔🗣️🗣️ AESPA FOR THE WIN LET ME LISTEN TO DRAMA PLEASEEE 

also i feel like i am js annoying asf to everyone. like am i rlly annoying why do people even hang out w me 

and i wish i could be open to my friends more but like they’re so close minded and i’m so different from them so they’d never see me for who i am.

anyways that’s it lols 😛 enjoy reading this ig (whoever tf does?)